"Every story must have an end"
Someone told me that a long time ago.
I know every story will come to and end...
But I do not know,
If story of mine will have a happy ending.
Time has passed,
I can not recognize this world anymore...
I can not see
Niether any sign of moral
Nor any sign of love.
The world has changed,
I am like a foreigner here,
I do not know how i can survive,
But I am sure,
My time has passed.
I do not belong here,
Not anymore.
It seems,
Nobody cares me.
It seems,
I will never be able to find the love.
It seems,
It's time to say goodbye to love.
I do not think,
Someone will really love me,
Someone will really care me...
Love doesn't pass on my road,
My heart is like a ghost village now.
I met a wonderful lover,
No one in this world can be like her.
She is soft,
She is sweet,
She is pure,
She is innocent,
She is perfect.
There is no one in this world
Who can be pretty like her.
However,
There are barriers,
Between me and her.
She loves me,
But I do not love her enough,
And I made things,
These made her sad.
I wonder, if she still loves me,
I wonder, if she still wants meet me,
And I wonder, If she will forgive me.
It is been a long time,
Since loves of my life
Left me.
They all loved me,
They all made me happy.
But now,
No one loves me...
I think,
I pay for my faults now.
Actually,
I think,
God tries to show me
There is only one who really loves me,
And that one is
God's himself
If no girl will love me,
If no girl will fall for me,
And if it is not with
Someone I love,
Then why should I
Keep seeking for a human's love?
Is it not better for me
To seek God's love?
A Prayer Of A Dilemma by merlinthegrey, literature
Literature
A Prayer Of A Dilemma
I am walking on a lonely street,
There is no one,
But you are here,
Even you are not here,
You are here,
Even you do not hold my hand,
You are with me,
You are inside of me,
I think of you every minute,
Every second i breathe,
I know you will never be with me.
I spend my days with gloomy clouds,
I know it is impossible for me,
To meet you,
I can not be yours,
There are wolves,
Between you and me.
Oh, dear angels,
Oh, dear saints,
Oh, dear God,
Let me join you,
Let me forget,
That love,
It is unnatural,
It is not good,
It is devilish,
Oh, dear God,
I am sorry,
I forgot your love,
I thought,
If i loved a human,
Mermaids,
Sing for days,
I do not know
How many times
I listened to them,
While they were singing,
They are very attractive,
Their voices are unique
Even They look beautiful,
And they have prettiest things,
Which no one can have in this world,
Even they are prettiest creatures in this world,
I can see evil in their hearts,
Spending time with them,
Must be a dream,
For any man in this world,
However,
Anyone who spends time with them,
For those who are attracted by them,
There will be no return for them,
Countless men left their homes,
Because songs of mermaids,
Captured them
"Every story must have an end"
Someone told me that a long time ago.
I know every story will come to and end...
But I do not know,
If story of mine will have a happy ending.
Time has passed,
I can not recognize this world anymore...
I can not see
Niether any sign of moral
Nor any sign of love.
The world has changed,
I am like a foreigner here,
I do not know how i can survive,
But I am sure,
My time has passed.
I do not belong here,
Not anymore.
It seems,
Nobody cares me.
It seems,
I will never be able to find the love.
It seems,
It's time to say goodbye to love.
I do not think,
Someone will really love me,
Someone will really care me...
Love doesn't pass on my road,
My heart is like a ghost village now.
I met a wonderful lover,
No one in this world can be like her.
She is soft,
She is sweet,
She is pure,
She is innocent,
She is perfect.
There is no one in this world
Who can be pretty like her.
However,
There are barriers,
Between me and her.
She loves me,
But I do not love her enough,
And I made things,
These made her sad.
I wonder, if she still loves me,
I wonder, if she still wants meet me,
And I wonder, If she will forgive me.
It is been a long time,
Since loves of my life
Left me.
They all loved me,
They all made me happy.
But now,
No one loves me...
I think,
I pay for my faults now.
Actually,
I think,
God tries to show me
There is only one who really loves me,
And that one is
God's himself
If no girl will love me,
If no girl will fall for me,
And if it is not with
Someone I love,
Then why should I
Keep seeking for a human's love?
Is it not better for me
To seek God's love?
Mermaids,
Sing for days,
I do not know
How many times
I listened to them,
While they were singing,
They are very attractive,
Their voices are unique
Even They look beautiful,
And they have prettiest things,
Which no one can have in this world,
Even they are prettiest creatures in this world,
I can see evil in their hearts,
Spending time with them,
Must be a dream,
For any man in this world,
However,
Anyone who spends time with them,
For those who are attracted by them,
There will be no return for them,
Countless men left their homes,
Because songs of mermaids,
Captured them
-i am busy in these days. so i couldn't write anything, draw anything, thought anything.
-i have a weird life... some of my friends are not friends now. but i have new friends. they hated me before but they are very good to me in these days...
-and that one is really good: i can go to church freely